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Today's Message "Envy, Jealousy, and Fear Kills!"
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“…For he knew that for envy they had delivered him.”
There was a time when I was extremely insecure and the Lord sent Nancy into my life. Nancy was not very pretty but she took great care of herself which made her very attractive. She dressed nice, hair was always well kept, and she wore matching accessories. I worked the graveyard shift so I didn't take much care in dressing for the night. Nancy 's shift ended about two hours after I reported in for duty. I was married and was not interested in other men but whenever men entered our office Nancy always caught their attention. I literally took Nancy home with me. I went to sleep thinking about her, I woke up thinking about her, and I ate my meals thinking about her. Nancy was often gossiped about but because I was a “good Christian girl” I did not talk about her but man I would laugh so hard when others did. I was JEAALLLOUS!!! The Jewish Leaders The Triumphant Entry – The True Leader Jesus Clears the Temple - The King Took Charge Dictionary.com says , “Jealousy denotes a feeling of resentment that another has gained something that one more rightfully deserves. On the other hand Envy denotes a longing to possess something awarded to or achieved by another." When Jesus showed up they feared losing their power, money, status and control of the people to the rightful owner and decided to get rid of Him. Matthew 21:43, Matthew 21:45-46 They were envious and jealous. Matthew 27:18 They resented Jesus taking what rightly belonged to Him and desired to possess what was His. They had to remove Him. Jealousy, Envy, and Fear caused the Jewish leaders to then plot the death of Christ which began the road to Jesus crucifixion. Luke 22:1-2 Envy, Jealousy and Fear Kills Although I didn't do the talking, my laughing at the gossip about Nancy allowed Satan to use me in an attempt to destroy her reputation. I prayed for deliverance and God sent His word through a book I just happen to pick up and read (smile). Psalm 107:20 When I opened it there it was, “Jealousy, Envy and Fear Kills”. Long end short of the story the author said the very thing you are jealous of may be the thing that you admire and believe you lack. Take a look at yourself. If you lack what you admire use it and build up yourself. If not simply admire it. So I started dressing nicer, keeping up my hair, and bought me some matching accessories and was able to admire Nancy and not envy her. I didn't mimick her, I simply realized I needed to take better care of myself. I built up myself and stopped trying to break Nancy down. Nancy was eventually fired and I found out God still had a work to do in my heart because, inwardly, I was happy she was gone and like the Jewish Leaders with Jesus, I no longer had to contend with her only to find out I still had to contend with my wicked heart Jeremiah 17:9-10. But because of JESUS laying down His life! Romans 7:24-25 and God's promise Philippians 1:6 I am victorious!!! God says, “_______________ (insert your name), allow me to search your heart this week. For the heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: a puzzle that no one can figure out. But I, God, search the heart and examine the mind. I get to the heart of the human. I get to the root of things. I treat them as they really are, not as they pretend to be. I, who began the work will perform it until My Son's return. Share your thoughts | |
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